Saturday, February 16, 2013

Happy.

I'm broken.
I'm happy.
I'm exhausted.
I'm a dreamer.
I'm a believer.
I'm hurt.
I'm weak.
I'm imperfect.
I'm a fighter.
I'm loving.
I'm angry.
I'm frustrated.
I'm sad.
I'm respectful.
I'm annoyed.
I'm caring.
I'm heartfelt.
I'm in pain.
I'm a movie lover.
I'm strong.
I'm in shock.
I'm awkward.
I fall easily.
I love reading books.
I don't understand technology much.
I love being outdoors.
I have liked someone for so many years, its unreal.
I want to be an aerospace engineer. (or any type of engineer)
I push myself until I cant any longer.
I hate my job.
I hate getting yelled at.
I cant express my feelings.
I'm fighting for what I believe in.
I have a mind that wont stop showing me things I don't want to see.
I replay the worst moments, just to help me see what I can improve.
I've been to hell and back, but that's my plan.
I'm blessed to have my best friend, who is now an angel, always with me.
I still cant believe what actually happened.
I hold back my tears.
I cant hold back my rudeness at times. (sorry)
I've changed.
I broke the news to my parents.
I broke their hearts.
I could of stopped my sister.
I didn't.
I know that was gods plan. It happened because it was supposed to.
I have a never ending love for my family.
I never knew what pain actually was, until now.
I am Happy.
I've experienced things most wouldn't, yet I am happy.
I feel happy, I can see happiness in me.
I still have all this pain and hurt in me, but happiness is what I feel the most.
I have my low points, but I can assure myself I will be happy.
I have hope.
I wont give up.
I will be 100% there one day.
I'm not quite there, but I promise.
I will be.
This is me.
 
 
 
 
 
I hate cats, and I honestly don't like how this cat looks, but it cracks me up every single time I look at it.
Praise the lord for ugly cats.

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