"Jay.. You were such a good person. I can't express how I feel. You were always there.. No matter what. I remember when we were little in Mexico, wed always try to get money some how so we could go buy ourselves some candy.. I remember when you started junior high. You were so nervous, but excited. I'm glad I got to be with you at mountain view this year though. If anyone lived their senior year to ...the fullest.. It was you. With your amazing solo in your choir concert, to being homecoming queen, to winning that scholarship; and graduating. You had some pretty awesome times. You would always tell me about them.. I got pretty jealous because you had so much fun. You're still the same beautiful crazy sister I know. I know wed always fight and stuff, but were sisters. We still have that love for each other that no one will. You hate when people say your perfect, but man, can I say.. Your perfect just the way you were. If you were here right now, you'd probably be pulling out them jokes, being a weirdo as always. I'm going to miss your sombrero dance.. I'm going to miss you. You're forever young. I'm mot sad because you passed away.. Well I am.. But im more grateful that I got to spend these last few days with you. You're a great sister. My hero actually. You're now and always will be my guardian angel. If you saw how many people lover you, you'd feel so special. I know you do right now.. Probably looking down at us smiling at all the love towards you. It was gods plan. You're in a much better place now. Say hi to grandma for me. See you soon my angel♥. I love you more than you can imagine."
Janet's viewing will be from 10 - 5 tomorrow at the sunddberg - oplin mortuary. 495 s state street. Orem Utah.
"Janet's mass will be tomorrow at 10:30 am. 65 east 500 north Is the address. After church we will all go together to the cemetery. Please wear white. She never liked seeing black. She will love it."
"Saturday at the car wash there will be shirts that say "Janet Velasco sunrise Nov. 2 1993 sunset July 8 2012. " she grew wings and learned to fly." if you want one let me know. I only have 40 of each size. its 8 dollars, and its gotta be paid there. If you want one find me that day. Please and thanks"
"Jaaay. This week has been hard. So hard. Sunday we found out you had become an angel. The most beautiful angel ever. I had to break it to mom and dad.. I honestly don't know I did it.. But I did. You gave me the strength. We were surrounded by family and friends all day. You would of been so annoyed with everyone. On Monday.. The family got to ser you. Please forgive me for not being able to look ...for too long. I just can't wrap my mind around the fact that thats you. When I finally got the strength to go back in there with you, I couldn't cry anymore. I haven't fully cried since. You would of made fun of me for it.. Punk. I got a feeling that you were with me. You have been keeping me strong. After we saw you, we came home, and more family came.. Were Mexican.. Big family's. Duuuhhhhh. Tuesday came along and it was your viewing. Sooooo many people came to see you! You'd be amazed sis. It was crazy! We had my tio come down.. Everything. You got the family together. Just for you. Wednesday.. We had your church. You filled up the room. It was so pretty. I gave a little speech talking about you. Esos ojos de guacamole. I felt alot better.. After we all went to thw cemetery. Such a perfect spot for you. Your spot. So many people. They played "make you feel my love" by Adele.. It was so you. There was so many flowers! So many people. They all love you. We all do. We saw you go down.. It was hard. But we were strong. Everyone put a flower in with you. Then everyone left.. But we stayed behind to put the dirt on you. It was special because family got to do it. Your cousins. Your sis.. We came home and were just with family. You were here too! Today we went to go see you. Its decorated by your flowers. So many. Its pretty! Then we saw your other spot. It was hard to look, but im glad I saw it. I love you angel. Your the coolest cat I know. Im not sad your gone. Im happy I got to be with you. Test in paradise angel! And remember..... Yolo."
"If theres one thing I hate in this world. It would have to be motorcycles."
"I lost a sister, but I gained an angel"\
"Tomorrow will be exactly 20 days since you left us. I cant believe its been so long.. It kinda just feels like youre out with your friends like you would always be. Everyday just seems to get harder. But its making all of us stronger. I miss you sis. I dont look forward to coming home anymore, youre not here for me to tell you what happened in the day. I cant even text you to tell you something ex...citing.. I used to do that all the time. i miss hearing your crazy stories. You always had something different. Each day. I miss that. Even though you kinda didnt really like me sometimes, were sisters. Thats what we do. Its just so weird.. We only see you sundays now. Its becoming a family tradition to go visit you. Tomorrow were headed to idaho! you were so excited to go. It was the one thing you were looking forward too. I love you sis. Take care of us. Youre always close to the heart! Janet Velasco ♥"
"16 years ago today, we lost one of the most important person in our lives. I was only 3 months old, so i don't remember her, but from what i hear she was amazing. Even though i was to young to even know what was going on, i understand now. I never got to know you but I truely do miss you. Mostly because i would of like to met you. I love you grandmaaa! Watch over us. Youre with janet now! Love you both. Two little angels watching over us."
All this was said just 9 months ago. My post before this was saying how I love being Mexican because me and Jay went to go eat tacos that night.. And then the next day.. Well, that happened. Im incredibly blessed with my older sister as my angel. Now, I have 3. My grandma passed away in January. So I have three incredible women looking after me. How blessed am I? Don't take your family members for granted. Especially your sisters. You never know what can happen tomorrow. 9 months, and it still feels like yesterday. I love you sis! To the moon and back and forever and ever.
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