To Janet: Over the course of these two years that you've been gone, you've still managed to show me how I should live my life. You taught me that life isn't easy, but things will always get better. Things will never be how they seem. People are going to say that they're going to be there for you, but they're going to disappear like everything else. You showed me that the ones who will stick around are the ones who actually will care enough to be there for you always. They'll look at you as though you're family, and treat you as their own. I cannot thank you enough for the people you have put in my life, for the lessons you've taught me, for the visits, for the tears. For everything in general. I didn't know that I was going to lose you as soon as I did, but it showed me that you will be there forever. Through everything you will be watching, not only me, but everyone who was important to you. Rest easy pretty one!
To my parents: Thank you for your constant yells, constant anger, thank you for caring about me. Thank you for showing me what life is like. Thank you for everything you do. Two years ago, you lost your daughter, yet here you stand. Standing taller than ever. I still remember telling you two the news, the news that your daughter was now gone, holding you both, as you cried. That was the only time I've ever seen either one of you so vulnerable, but I'm glad I did. It showed me that its okay to break down, because no one can be strong forever. I love you both, ill do anything for you two.
To Ale: Even though we are the biggest jerks to each other, I cannot thank the big man upstairs enough for allowing me to be your little sister. You were there during the toughest times, with two little ones, yet you're still pushing forward. I'm so proud of you for having stuck to school and graduating. I'm proud of the kids your raising, because they're going to be great people, just like their momma. I love you and your kids! Thanks for putting up with all my annoying ness, but hey, that's what little sisters are for right ? ;)
To Karla: Thank you for being one of Janet's closest friends. Thank you for being there for me, and listening to some of my most pointless rants ever! Whenever I go over you and your family make me feel like one of your own, except im white.. but its alright! Honestly you have been so strong these past two years. I'm so proud of you! You're one of the people jay put in my life for a purpose, and I cannot thank her enough for that! You have such a contagious smile, you deserve nothing but the best. Don't let people push you down, because we all know you will get right back up. You are strong, you wont be put down for them. That's one of the biggest things I admire about you.
To Becca: When all that happened, you and I were inseparable. We spent every living second we could together! It was such good times. Thank you for being there, even though I understand that you didn't know what to say, It meant so much to me that you would listen to me and all my pointless rants. Thank you for being my best friend. We don't hang out as much as we used to, but whenever we do, its like we never stopped. Your hair is too big, but your heart is even bigger. Seriously everything that comes your way, you're able to over come it. Shoot for the stars because you'll get there no matter what! I'm so proud of you for deciding on going on a mission. You will honestly be one of the best missionaries the field has ever seen. Give em heaven beccs.
To Ally: I cannot believe how strong you are. You have been through so much, and you're standing taller than ever. Honestly, I look up to you so much, no pun intended. I remember Jay talking to me about you. You were one of the last friends she made, but you had already made such a big impact on her life. She honestly loved you so much, and she continues to watch over you. You have such a sweet soul, and you're honestly one of the most genuine people I have ever met. I'm glad Janet met you, because that gave me the chance to meet you as well!
To Liss: LISSSSSSSS! I love you my whitey! Thank you for everything you have ever done for me and for everyone else. You have such a kind heart and your smile is so contagious. Whenever you're around I cant help but feel happy because you just give such a positive vibe! I remember jay taking me with her to watch you play softball, and man you are crazy good! You, as all of you, are so strong. you have been through a lot, and I cannot help but admire all of you!
To Jess: You are seriously the coolest, most chill person I have ever met! I remember driving you home, and us singing with Rhi-Rhi, making fun of all those lyrics. Seriously some of the best times we have had! I cant thank you enough for the letter you wrote me almost a year ago. With your kind words and your testimony, I don't think you realize how much of an impact that actually had in my life. I will always and forever be grateful for having met you and having you in my life!
To Kenna: I cannot believe that you're actually leaving us all so soon! Its crazy that after graduation, we all kind of went our own ways, but ill always be grateful for the memories I have with you! You're going to big places. The air force is extremely lucky to be having you there with them! You are the craziest, funniest person to be around. You are down to do anything, as long as its sane. Thank you for everything you've done kenna. You've made such a big impact in my life.
To Itzel: Yooooo friends since 8th grade, what up!! We have honestly been through so much, like, honestly, people don't realize how much we have actually been through together.. But I'm grateful we went through all that we did together! You helped me through things I didn't think I would be able to get over, helped me with certain things a lot of people wouldn't even bother with. You are one of the greatest influences in my life, and I only wish for the best in your life. You deserve nothing but that, I hope you remember that. Don't let anyone or anything push you down, because you deserve happiness, as does everyone else. Don't lower your self for someone who doesn't deserve someone like you.
To Alberto: Well, even though you don't realize it, you have helped me through so much. You're always there when I need someone to listen to my pointless rants. You're always willing to help no matter what the situation is. I've never had someone treat me with so much respect, and so much care. I will never know how to repay you for everything you've done, and everything that you will continue to do. I'm so glad I got the opportunity to meet you, and be with you. You've taught me a lot, more than you ever though you did. You are so strong, you are so brave. You are one of the people I will always look up to you in life. You are a big part of what makes me happy, and I cannot thank you enough for that.
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